Being at work, I had to keep a happy face on. Then at lunch a co-worker talked about how he had to get rid of his dogs because he couldn't find a rental house here that would allow him to have them. Since he is here his wife and kids had to bring the dog to the pound.
Ugh. It just tore at my heart.
I try not to think about the kids at work... Mainly because I can barely keep it together when I do think of them. I miss them so much.
I know they are safe but I can't help but feel like he is keeping them for personal reasons. He always told me that he'd never take Rooney away from me.
He doesn't seem to remember that. He knows how important Rooney is to me and yet to cause more pain he has made the executive decision that he gets to keep them.
I'm not angry about anything but that. He can lie to himself and everyone else but I know he's keeping them all for selfish reasons. That hurts me the most.
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