I don't know how I feel about it. Right now I'm just exhausted from fighting tears at work. I feel the same as I did yesterday but my mom was annoyed and pissy that I didn't get out of bed all day yesterday. Her disappointment in me just makes it harder so I showered and got myself to work.
Cried the whole morning.
I'm tired. Tired of tears. Tired of faking a smile, tired of pretending I'm Oka.
I know I'm doing a crappy job of faking it anyway.
I'm just tired and I miss him. I miss us and our kids.
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