The last glimmer

The last glimmer of hope died today.

It hurt. It hurt more then when he first sent me away. I still had hope at that point.

My throat hurts from screaming. My eyes hurt from tears but they still keep leaking out.

I still love him. I don't know if I'll ever stop but he nailed that final nail today.

I have to heal for my kids. Until I can heal for myself I'll need to heal for them.

Thank you for my memories, thank you for the love we shared and the life we enjoyed together.

I wish you peace, mind and soul. I wish you success.

I hope that one day you'll realize how loved you are because of your heart and soul. I hope you realize that lying and pretending isn't necessary.

You are amazing just as you.

Goodbye.